Sidenote;

looking at pictures from now compared to a year ago, I'm a completely different person, emotionally. Well, I feel like that. My smile is so much happier, more genuine. All the pain behind it is gone. All the secrets, all the stress, the tears... gone. My life is far from perfect, but it's perfect for me. It's so weird. I felt like everything I had then was what I needed, but it made me -and everyone else involved- miserable. It's so weird looking at pictures now, and seeing how happy I really truly am... happiness radiates from the inside out.